I'm pretty much settled down now because the whole time I'd this in my mind: If you look/act/behave perfectly fine like as though nothing big just happened then why should I even be affected.
Of course I've no reasons to get mad at anyone for making decisions, I mean I got to respect your decisions. Actually I'm not even mad. Its just that I'm amazed at how a message at 6.51 in the morning could actually end a 7 month relation. Come on, I wasn't even fucking prepared. Come to think about it, I actually stayed really still on my bed for 5 fucking long minutes like I didn't even dare to fucking move after I read that text. Hahahhaha dumb ass.
I'm not gonna fucking publish this entry on my facebook.
The first thing she saw me, she grabbed my hand, gave me this tight hug then carried on to say okay now you better stop fucking crying. Your fucking eyes are already swollen you bitch.
